SIAN. tml needa work lo. haiz. how i wish i dun have to work. =(
WARNING: this post is quite sadistic. therefore, for those who loves lame post, this is not the post to read.
thanks.
anyway, i feel that..
life now seems harder than before. with like inflation n all. buy something to eat oso need at least $3++ almost can fight wid fastfood restaurant $ing.
plus now so competitive. if u dun score well.. that's it for u. its like the end?
i mean. i really suck at studying. no matter how hard i try, sometimes not all things work for the same mtd. really think i am super dumb. super useless.
sometimes i wonder.. whether i have wad it takes to survive in this society. it's quite worrying. imagine everybody holding at least a degree n i am holding a diploma.
OR...
everybody scores damn well n i am the one scoring average marks? i really dunno. everybody wants to own a car, buy an apartment, living in luxury.
but, not everyone can. someone has to give up their dream. is that goin to happen to me?
well. i say all this maybe becuz i am affected by my marks. yes yes. u can say,"PLEASE LA. is only the first sem!!" but den. some module u must die die score well in this sem. cuz it will directly reflect on ur cert. it will nt be nice if ur future employer see it.
now all they wan is all A's. cuz there are always ppl out there who is better than u.
so wad can i do? WORK HARD u say? yes yes. but if u are alrdy putting ur best effort which is ur max. there is nth left for u to push ur limit.
i mean. u all say JIAYOU JIAYOU, but no more oil how to add? get it?