yo.
back for postin!
really thank all my frens for the concern.
i appreciate greatly.
but i really needs some time to get over this.
i mean.
i still workin in mac ah.
will see her* de.
hmm.
i work for 2 days this week le.
today is my off day.
so came to blog lor.
then on monday was great la.
crappin wid ah ting.
hahaha!
she is a joke as u know.
she really makes ppl laugh.
but on the second day.
was terrible.
she* gave cold shoulders again.
but i am goin to ignore that.
i was sent to work at desert kiosk(dk) again.
though i can slack.
but i hate loneliness.
its not doing it for me.
everything i have to do.
they throw a lan tan zi to me.
wad the hell seh.
mix not stock up.
everything too.
plus super dirty.
attract ants.
black one somemore.
i ask for help to pur the mix.
nobody offers to.
the mix 1 pkt 11kg.
wth.
then i have to carry up to pour on the top of the machine.
to be pessimistic:
super saddenin.
to be optimistic:
i am super strong. hahaha
then i saw service in le.
i go help do fries.
haven 1 min kena say.
say dk got ppl.
go serve.
pls la!
onli got a few xiao mao(kittens)there.
nvr mind lor.
i go serve.
i dun care them le.
let them die.
my motivation and passion to serve in mac faded drastically le.
(wa seh. so chim.)
i really felt like cryin.
cuz it felt that bad.
plus my eyes dunno how precious h20 is to s'pore.
but ahting and eng hing got show their concern.
plus really wanna say sorry to them.
treatin them not so nice.
i just dun wan to show them how i wish to cry out in front of them.
so have to put on a brave front.
i wish everything in mac wld be like last time.
so did i make a right choice choosing mac?
i really dunno la.
it feels so wrong.
plus seeing other ppl being happy wid their job.
earnin more compared to me.
their workin force super nice.
just let it be la.
sorry guys.
no lame post these few days.
super emo.
not like me rite?
hahhaa.
i am sengmin ok?
still very short.
hahahha
k la.
post next time.
plus i really hope u guys make it an effort to meet up.
dun get carried away wid earning money or work.
think abt this.
is earning more $ really impt than bondin wid frens?
we dun have to spent alot of $ when we meet up.
even a chat is good enough.
rmb.
loneliness is super duper scary.
i dun wan.
