yo.
back for postin!
really thank all my frens for the concern.
i appreciate greatly.
but i really needs some time to get over this.
i mean.
i still workin in mac ah.
will see her* de.
hmm.
i work for 2 days this week le.
today is my off day.
so came to blog lor.
then on monday was great la.
crappin wid ah ting.
hahaha!
she is a joke as u know.
she really makes ppl laugh.
but on the second day.
was terrible.
she* gave cold shoulders again.
but i am goin to ignore that.
i was sent to work at desert kiosk(dk) again.
though i can slack.
but i hate loneliness.
its not doing it for me.
everything i have to do.
they throw a lan tan zi to me.
wad the hell seh.
mix not stock up.
everything too.
plus super dirty.
attract ants.
black one somemore.
i ask for help to pur the mix.
nobody offers to.
the mix 1 pkt 11kg.
wth.
then i have to carry up to pour on the top of the machine.
to be pessimistic:
super saddenin.
to be optimistic:
i am super strong. hahaha
then i saw service in le.
i go help do fries.
haven 1 min kena say.
say dk got ppl.
go serve.
pls la!
onli got a few xiao mao(kittens)there.
nvr mind lor.
i go serve.
i dun care them le.
let them die.
my motivation and passion to serve in mac faded drastically le.
(wa seh. so chim.)
i really felt like cryin.
cuz it felt that bad.
plus my eyes dunno how precious h20 is to s'pore.
but ahting and eng hing got show their concern.
plus really wanna say sorry to them.
treatin them not so nice.
i just dun wan to show them how i wish to cry out in front of them.
so have to put on a brave front.
i wish everything in mac wld be like last time.
so did i make a right choice choosing mac?
i really dunno la.
it feels so wrong.
plus seeing other ppl being happy wid their job.
earnin more compared to me.
their workin force super nice.
just let it be la.
sorry guys.
no lame post these few days.
super emo.
not like me rite?
hahhaa.
i am sengmin ok?
still very short.
hahahha
k la.
post next time.
plus i really hope u guys make it an effort to meet up.
dun get carried away wid earning money or work.
think abt this.
is earning more $ really impt than bondin wid frens?
we dun have to spent alot of $ when we meet up.
even a chat is good enough.
rmb.
loneliness is super duper scary.
i dun wan.
Monday, December 03, 2007Y
wei wei! (i am not callin names.)
back le.
well.
ytd i felt really bad.
especially when i found out alot of things abt..
baobei (my restaurant mgr)
she reallt hurt me like siao la.
i dunno how to say but..
she just dun treat wad i told her seriously.
i told her b4 i am not workin on this sat.
she went to put my name and say i work frm 1pm.
thanks to jy(baby!).
if not mac is goin to call me le.
secondly,(act wad essay.)
she lie to me say that one of my fren quit her other job cuz of mac.
when i ask her..
she say NO. but wans to continue workin.
she oso told me she didnt tell baobei.
she told the other mgr
i just hav to lie to myself maybe she get the facts wrong.
then just on friday.
i sms baohei say i could work.
but till 8.30.
she say can.
then until ard 8.45pm,
i still wonderin why i am still workin.
plus no service in.(means super lot ppl)
then i ask the other mgr say can i go back.
she was shock.
she say schedule out there i work till 9.30pm.
9.30pm...
i was speechless.
luckily she allow me to leave.
then
i tot.
"maybe the msg i sent her, the timing is wrong."
end up.
i mean.
if u are not sure of the timing u shld check the msg i sent u.
or ask again.
u just anyhow put.
if i dun ask means i have to work till 9.30pm la?
anyway.
she changed alot le.
i dunno wad to say to her now.
she wun remind me and jy to check our schedule.
she wun joke wid us.
its like reality.
haiz.
beginnin to hate this job.
anyway.
no lame things la.
just wanna say onli.
haiz.
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