really super long didnt update my blog.
just found a job intro by weihao.
finally i have smth that is called INCOME.
just hope everything goes fine and i can cope.
tml is the first day of work.
Fighting!

anyway,
really wanna thank m1 for being so understanding and supportive,
he didnt even say and discouraging words when i mention i wanna work.
felt so grateful to have such an understanding NAM JA CHINGU! (bf, i mean)

well,
quite a number of things happen during my holis.
firstly, slack.
secondly, had a mini chalet.
thirdly, went to ikea wid jagiya n her mum
fourthly, spend time with m1.
fifthly, overnight at jagiya's hse

hahhaha.
so many ongoing things happening.
my mum say me treating my hm as a hotel.
HAHAHAHA.

seriously,
i dun liek to spend time at hm.
basically, its BORING.
no fun,
no entertainment,
NOTHING.

well, its hard for others to understand why i am living like that,
and why i have become such a heartless person to hack care my mum's feeling,
i guess this is how i escape deep rooted family problems like tat.
maybe its rly hard to bring myself to change the current state.
well, hack.
but i am glad to have a gd brother
which have become 1 of my close fren.
dunno why,
but after he enter ns, we started to chat all kinds of craps.

also, rly contented to know jagiya n her mum.
although jagiya always apologise to me that she left me n her mum alone,
but i think i shld be the one apologising.
i kp on pester them n staying at their hse.
felt rly guilty.
cuz if i dun stay, den jagiya dun have to apologise as the situation of leaving me n her mum alone wun happen!
hahhaha. am i smart?
but rly mianne jagiya..
kp spend ur mum's $ and make u cant slp comfortably cuz i squeeze bed wid u.
chincha mianne and gomawo.
bring me lots of happiness i have nvr exp b4

of cuz, m1!
giving me alot of care and concern beyond wad my parents gave.
caring every of my needs and being supportive.
letting me win even though i am at fault.
tolerate my unreasonable stupid shits.
hahhahaa.
best liao la.
if i were m1, i sure give up long time ago.

alright,
i super shiok liao.
rants lots of stuff.
i will stop here,
if i have the time, i will post some photos.

BYE! =)

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